Feelings of wanting…It’s called heart-ache ma cherie

♥ Accepting Heart-ache ♥ 

Feeling my heart breaking, I breathe in.
Feeling as if my heart will break in two, I breathe out.

Wanting gentle touch, I breathe in.
Wanting loving touch, I breathe out.

Feeling that no one loves me, I breathe in.
Suffering from not feeling loved, I breathe out.

Being afraid that nothing will ever change, I breathe in.
Wanting love in my life, I breathe out.

We all experience it Gee.
I experience it talking to you. 
I experience it thinking about you from a long distance away.
I experience it regularly. 
It comes in different forms and severity but I know how to read it and what’s its various messages.
It’s feelings of just wanting to be with you immediately with no consideration of anything else…

Your heart is talking to you via pangs and tigtness.  It is your guide. Keeping that feeling and emotion at the forefront of your mind will provide emotional strength. L’amour to gee

Ma cherie

The house husband heads home
She’s in Trader’s alone
Both heavy of heart
It feels like a dart
There is no interest to roam

The next honeymoon he needs to plan
With a woman who is so glam
In 3 months she suggests
Emotional death he rejects
Before next Jan she says no can

The heart needs to be nurtured … he implores
The head’s role is just to explore
The head and heart fight
Eventually some light
Hanoi in December…rapport

CNY is a difficult time
He offers a Melbourne sign
Can’t accept she decides
Penang sister resides
Arrival on jan twenty nine

Chinese language he despairs
A humble letter he prepares
Family to respect
Father not neglect
His words she gleefully repairs

Bali in March don’t reject
April in Melbourne a prospect
Both boys will be here
Plus ma femme so dear
A future for all to inspect

Enneagram’s say a perfect couple
Attractive and slim so supple
Vivacious and caring
Intelligent and sharing
Deep love is cherished, no ruffle

There is grief at life that is lost
Both souls work through the full cost
The future is clear
Together so near
He patiently waits so not tossed

A blog for deegee is created
The story is close to R-rated
His words and respect
And vow to protect
Their love will soon be narrated

He whisks her onto the dance floor
And asks will you walk through my door
A tango for two
Determined to woo
Je t’aime ma cherie to the core

She thinks there is a case of blindness
But gracefully accepts love and kindness
There is only one
No more tears just sun
A heart’s urge to love is mindless

He holds her hand in a clasp
And pulls her tight with a grasp
Don’t let me go
Protect no woe
Their love an emotive rasp”